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Oh my God.
OMG, the scene where YS rescues Nana and stares Undaddy down, covering Nana with his body so Undaddy would have to kill him to get to her. I love Nana going 'wasn't this your father?' and whatever it was she didn't understand about YS and the monster his 'daddy' is becomes crystal clear to her then.
I love how she tells him not to rescue her if she is in danger because she doesn't like if he's hurt because of her - this is action Gift of the Magi because he no more could give up trying to save her than not breathe. This is going to sound odd but his losing his temper at her because he's scared for her is a good sign - it means shields are down and he can show he's scared or angry.
"At the golden triangle he went after people who killed the woman who raised him with a gun. we just need to make him like that." DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE YOU FUCKING SCUM OF THE THE EARTH UNDADDY!!!! I have no words. So, what, he wants to make it seem one of the targets killed YS' nearest and dearest? I guess that would explain why he didn't kill Nana in front of him - then he'd be the target of YS' rage. I want the ghost of Yoon Sung's father to strangle him from the grave.
I love that she won't let him put up walls and that she will talk out what bothers him (which is, how can she think he will be OK if he doesn't protect her). I love it when she tells him she knows every day is hard for him and he's in pain so she doesn't want to add to his burden - his eyes - he still can't get used to someone putting him first and thinking about what matters to him, what makes him happier. And then she adds she will make herself stronger so she can protect him. OMG.
I love how she sticks to him like glue after, in his car and similar. He so needs her, badly, for his sanity and happiness.
Target N3 wants Nana killed. You just signed your death warrant, idiot!
Ooooh, I love love love Nana and YS as partners in crime. It makes it work better, too, and more efficient. Not to mention she saves him from being caught by Prosecutor. Yet again!
The scene with Prosecutor and his father was chilling. It's as if his father is revelling in not having to hide what a monster he is any more, in front of his son.
Oh, frell, Prosecutor figured out YS was Kyung Hee's son. ARGH!!!!!!! (but the scene of YS missing his mother in the empty space that used to be hers was gorgeous and moving). And now is trapping him! Shouldn't you be out catching real criminals, freak show? Especially since you were pulled off the case?
But YS figured out it's a trap yay!!!!! ILY!!!
HOLY FUCK THEY KILLED AHJUSSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT KIND OF A DRAMA KILLS THE COMIC RELIEF, THE SOLE CONSISTENT COMIC RELIEF???
FUCK!!!!
I am not crying, I am not.
...
...
...
I wanted him to spoil Nana and YS' future kids!
Also, I bet it was the fucking fucking fucking fucking monster Undaddy who killed him and faked that it was Target n3. Oh God, how I want you to roast in hell.
This drama is going to end like IRIS, isn't it? I might as well just stop now and save myself the pain. I cried for a week, on and off, after IRIS. Except I cannot stop. Why do I do this to myself, why???
AHJUSSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh God, Yoon Sung's face. Yoon Sung's face. And then he starts screaming.
Oh my God, I just put Undaddy as the winner of worst parent ever award and seeing he beat Nic Tse's stepmom in Handsome Siblings (that woman's stated main goal in life was to torment him in every way possible), that is quite a feat.
OMG, ahjusshi is going to make it! Maybe. And Yoon Sung is trying not to cry and failing. Awwww.
Oh God, Nana, please don't leave YS' side for a second because he is probably going to go on a homicidal rampage and noooooo.
OMG, she is amazing! She can totally understand what he's thinking without being told and she tells him she used to fantasize about killing the man who killed/comaed her parents and that the look in his eyes now is how hers used to be back then and it makes her nervous.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. He tells her 'I think I understand now how my father feels.' Oh God, DO NOT TURN INTO A MONSTER please please you will regret it forever please. And you will lose Nana because I don't think you'd allow her to be with a murderer and she won't allow herself to be with one either.
Oh God, he's really lost it. UNDADDY I WANT YOU TO ROT IN HELL!!!!
OK, Yoon Sung, what you did to the Prosecutor was just low. Low low low low low. Cruel. Horribly cruel. This is the first time I want to smack you over and over until your head spins. If it wasn't for his heart, YS would be scarier than Undaddy could ever be, and now that sole thing that kept him from becoming Undaddy x 11 is put away, due to Ahjusshi's injury.
Oh God, I am crying for Prosecutor right now.
I think I will need a 30-hr vid of kittens after this ep is over.
YS is in Target 3's car and holds a knife to his throat. If he kills him, I am done with the drama - it's a valid and realistic narrative progression but I couldn't take the ensuing darkness. As I said, one IRIS is enough for a lifetime.
And he is gloating over ruining not just Target 3 but Prosecutor. I think he's turned into a monster for real, this time.
He's coming after Target 3 with a knife! Fuck. And then the old guy falls off the bridge trying to catch papers which would incriminate his son and he's barely hanging on, slipping and Yoon Sung...turns and walks away.
I think I am done with you, YS. This is pretty much equivalent to killing him whatever the outcome may be (e.g. if his son gets there on time and saves you).
Oh God. Oh my God! Memories of Nana (and how she didn't want the man killed, no matter what he did to her family), and memories of YS' own parental loss (I think he's thinking what Prosecutor would feel) bring YS back to sanity, finally, and he drops the knife and runs to rescue the man, but Target 3 sees him coming and (understandably) assuming that YS will kill him or rescue him only to ruin his son, lets go before YS gets there and plummets to his death. As YS and Prosecutor can do nothing but watch from their different vantage points.
Oh God. YS is responsible for someone's death. Not just someone's but Prosecutor's father - the man who will never let go now, never. His hopes for a normal life once this is done are gone - not with the guilt he will feel, not with Prosecutor now engaged in vengeance of his own. Oh God. Undaddy, you've succeeded. You have finally ruined his life beyond any hope of repair and have finally taken any glimmer of future away from him.
Yoon Sung's eyes. Oh.
You know, what I realized? Undaddy's 'attempt' on Nana in the beginning of ep wasn't one or a warning or anything - it was a test to see how strongly attached YS is to those he loves - and Undaddy learned what he wanted, because if YS is willing to die for them, he'd be willing to kill for them too. And that is the most cruel, disgusting thing - Undaddy took Yoon Sung's strongest, best quality - his capacity for love - and used it and turned it into something destructive and ugly and evil.
How am I supposed to sleep? If I were smart, I'd just stop now with this drama and protect my heart. But I am not smart. I am not.
Talk to me, people! I need to discuss. Desperately!
Just
Oh my God.
OMG, the scene where YS rescues Nana and stares Undaddy down, covering Nana with his body so Undaddy would have to kill him to get to her. I love Nana going 'wasn't this your father?' and whatever it was she didn't understand about YS and the monster his 'daddy' is becomes crystal clear to her then.
I love how she tells him not to rescue her if she is in danger because she doesn't like if he's hurt because of her - this is action Gift of the Magi because he no more could give up trying to save her than not breathe. This is going to sound odd but his losing his temper at her because he's scared for her is a good sign - it means shields are down and he can show he's scared or angry.
"At the golden triangle he went after people who killed the woman who raised him with a gun. we just need to make him like that." DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE YOU FUCKING SCUM OF THE THE EARTH UNDADDY!!!! I have no words. So, what, he wants to make it seem one of the targets killed YS' nearest and dearest? I guess that would explain why he didn't kill Nana in front of him - then he'd be the target of YS' rage. I want the ghost of Yoon Sung's father to strangle him from the grave.
I love that she won't let him put up walls and that she will talk out what bothers him (which is, how can she think he will be OK if he doesn't protect her). I love it when she tells him she knows every day is hard for him and he's in pain so she doesn't want to add to his burden - his eyes - he still can't get used to someone putting him first and thinking about what matters to him, what makes him happier. And then she adds she will make herself stronger so she can protect him. OMG.
I love how she sticks to him like glue after, in his car and similar. He so needs her, badly, for his sanity and happiness.
Target N3 wants Nana killed. You just signed your death warrant, idiot!
Ooooh, I love love love Nana and YS as partners in crime. It makes it work better, too, and more efficient. Not to mention she saves him from being caught by Prosecutor. Yet again!
The scene with Prosecutor and his father was chilling. It's as if his father is revelling in not having to hide what a monster he is any more, in front of his son.
Oh, frell, Prosecutor figured out YS was Kyung Hee's son. ARGH!!!!!!! (but the scene of YS missing his mother in the empty space that used to be hers was gorgeous and moving). And now is trapping him! Shouldn't you be out catching real criminals, freak show? Especially since you were pulled off the case?
But YS figured out it's a trap yay!!!!! ILY!!!
HOLY FUCK THEY KILLED AHJUSSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT KIND OF A DRAMA KILLS THE COMIC RELIEF, THE SOLE CONSISTENT COMIC RELIEF???
FUCK!!!!
I am not crying, I am not.
...
...
...
I wanted him to spoil Nana and YS' future kids!
Also, I bet it was the fucking fucking fucking fucking monster Undaddy who killed him and faked that it was Target n3. Oh God, how I want you to roast in hell.
This drama is going to end like IRIS, isn't it? I might as well just stop now and save myself the pain. I cried for a week, on and off, after IRIS. Except I cannot stop. Why do I do this to myself, why???
AHJUSSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh God, Yoon Sung's face. Yoon Sung's face. And then he starts screaming.
Oh my God, I just put Undaddy as the winner of worst parent ever award and seeing he beat Nic Tse's stepmom in Handsome Siblings (that woman's stated main goal in life was to torment him in every way possible), that is quite a feat.
OMG, ahjusshi is going to make it! Maybe. And Yoon Sung is trying not to cry and failing. Awwww.
Oh God, Nana, please don't leave YS' side for a second because he is probably going to go on a homicidal rampage and noooooo.
OMG, she is amazing! She can totally understand what he's thinking without being told and she tells him she used to fantasize about killing the man who killed/comaed her parents and that the look in his eyes now is how hers used to be back then and it makes her nervous.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. He tells her 'I think I understand now how my father feels.' Oh God, DO NOT TURN INTO A MONSTER please please you will regret it forever please. And you will lose Nana because I don't think you'd allow her to be with a murderer and she won't allow herself to be with one either.
Oh God, he's really lost it. UNDADDY I WANT YOU TO ROT IN HELL!!!!
OK, Yoon Sung, what you did to the Prosecutor was just low. Low low low low low. Cruel. Horribly cruel. This is the first time I want to smack you over and over until your head spins. If it wasn't for his heart, YS would be scarier than Undaddy could ever be, and now that sole thing that kept him from becoming Undaddy x 11 is put away, due to Ahjusshi's injury.
Oh God, I am crying for Prosecutor right now.
I think I will need a 30-hr vid of kittens after this ep is over.
YS is in Target 3's car and holds a knife to his throat. If he kills him, I am done with the drama - it's a valid and realistic narrative progression but I couldn't take the ensuing darkness. As I said, one IRIS is enough for a lifetime.
And he is gloating over ruining not just Target 3 but Prosecutor. I think he's turned into a monster for real, this time.
He's coming after Target 3 with a knife! Fuck. And then the old guy falls off the bridge trying to catch papers which would incriminate his son and he's barely hanging on, slipping and Yoon Sung...turns and walks away.
I think I am done with you, YS. This is pretty much equivalent to killing him whatever the outcome may be (e.g. if his son gets there on time and saves you).
Oh God. Oh my God! Memories of Nana (and how she didn't want the man killed, no matter what he did to her family), and memories of YS' own parental loss (I think he's thinking what Prosecutor would feel) bring YS back to sanity, finally, and he drops the knife and runs to rescue the man, but Target 3 sees him coming and (understandably) assuming that YS will kill him or rescue him only to ruin his son, lets go before YS gets there and plummets to his death. As YS and Prosecutor can do nothing but watch from their different vantage points.
Oh God. YS is responsible for someone's death. Not just someone's but Prosecutor's father - the man who will never let go now, never. His hopes for a normal life once this is done are gone - not with the guilt he will feel, not with Prosecutor now engaged in vengeance of his own. Oh God. Undaddy, you've succeeded. You have finally ruined his life beyond any hope of repair and have finally taken any glimmer of future away from him.
Yoon Sung's eyes. Oh.
You know, what I realized? Undaddy's 'attempt' on Nana in the beginning of ep wasn't one or a warning or anything - it was a test to see how strongly attached YS is to those he loves - and Undaddy learned what he wanted, because if YS is willing to die for them, he'd be willing to kill for them too. And that is the most cruel, disgusting thing - Undaddy took Yoon Sung's strongest, best quality - his capacity for love - and used it and turned it into something destructive and ugly and evil.
How am I supposed to sleep? If I were smart, I'd just stop now with this drama and protect my heart. But I am not smart. I am not.
Talk to me, people! I need to discuss. Desperately!
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Date: 2011-07-07 02:49 am (UTC)i cried a lot, i felt for YS, for the prosecutor, i don't want to lose ahjussi, i'm beyond angry with undaddy, more than never he deserves death. and in the end of the day, nana remains being ys' human side and his hope for a better world.
the preview for ep 14 killed me. i think that YS is really done with undaddy this time.
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Date: 2011-07-07 02:53 am (UTC)Nana really is the sole link to normalcy and sanity for YS. I love how just the memory of her literally snapped him out of homicidal rage.
I am so terrified now for YS - not only is the guilt going to eat him alive, Prosecutor will never end it now. I am genuinely ceasing to believe this will have a happy ending.
How could Undaddy do it to anyone, let alone a kid he raised (for what that nightmare upbringing was worth) and the son of his rescuer? How?
ETA saw the preview
Date: 2011-07-07 02:57 am (UTC)I love her barging into
Satan'sUndaddy's lair and telling him to fuck off from tormenting Yoon Sung, not even blinking when the guy points a gun at her point-blank.Go Nana, protect your lost tortured boy! Someone ought.
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Date: 2011-07-07 02:58 am (UTC)this is the subbed version.
idk if my heart can handle the upcoming episodes, the only thing that sooths me is the fact that he finally will find his mom and that apparently he'll turn his back on undaddy.
and i'm starting to think you are right, we won't have a happy end and this kills me.
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Date: 2011-07-07 02:59 am (UTC)I just...it went so dark now. I cannot see how it will end well. I keep clinging to Dog/Wolf, which was even darker and with even a more messed-up protagonist and ended hopefully.
Re: ETA saw the preview
Date: 2011-07-07 03:00 am (UTC)that takes me back to ep 13, when she said she was going to project him, the surprised look in his eyes, never in his life someone looked out for him.
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Date: 2011-07-07 03:00 am (UTC)Re: ETA saw the preview
Date: 2011-07-07 03:02 am (UTC)It's like - he saves her so many times - her life, her house, her family etc but she rescues him back just as much.
It kills me that he looked surprised when she said what she said about protecting him. How horrible is it that he's, what, 28? And this is the first time someone actually wanted to look out for him and protect him and put him first.
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Date: 2011-07-07 03:04 am (UTC)And that is the key difference btw YS and Undaddy - YS snapped out of his rage while Undaddy revels in his. I think he just likes killing and torture by now (and maybe always).
I want Nana to comfort YS so badly, and for YS to let her.
Re: ETA saw the preview
Date: 2011-07-07 03:07 am (UTC)this is why i need a happy ending so desperately, yoon sung deserves a happy ending, he never really lived his life, he was never allowed to and now he finally found someone who loves and completely accepts him the way that he is, with his faults and monsters. who is willing, truly willing, to lose her life so he can live.
i know, poor baby, my heart just breaks for him.
Re: ETA saw the preview
Date: 2011-07-07 03:10 am (UTC)I agree, that is why I need a happy ending - it would be so so so unfair for such a good person like YS, who remained good despite such a horrible deal in life, to not get it. But then this is exactly what I thought about IRIS and look what happened.
i know, poor baby, my heart just breaks for him.
After the way his 'father' abused and manipulated him and showed him zero attachment, it's shocking he's able to open up to someone at all.
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Date: 2011-07-07 03:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-07-07 03:15 am (UTC)Re: ETA saw the preview
Date: 2011-07-07 03:22 am (UTC)and i never wanted to hug a fictional character as much i want to hug YS, god knows he needs it. while talking about physical contact, nana is a tease in my books, when she was in his room telling him to not rescue her and was stepping closer I could swear she was going to kiss or hug him, but nothing hapapned.
talking about iris, i found this on tumblr:
which amuses me greatly because the three of them where together on 'i am sam' and both boys liked park min young's character.
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Date: 2011-07-07 03:22 am (UTC)Re: ETA saw the preview
Date: 2011-07-07 03:27 am (UTC)In that scene with Nana, YS did tell her if she kept doing that, he wasn't sure what he was going to do, and I don't think he meant mentally :P He was kinda bearish so I could see why she didn't start smoochies, especially since if you think about it, her knowledge of guys in romantic sense pretty much begins and ends with YS. And seeing it's a conservative culture.
But I don't necessarily want her to jump him now (though once relationship is less new, if they are given a chance to have long-term, I can see her being the initiator occasionally), I just want her to offer comfort - something all-enveloping like a hug.
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Date: 2011-07-07 03:28 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-07-07 03:34 am (UTC)Undaddy took Yoon Sung's strongest, best quality - his capacity for love - and used it and turned it into something destructive and ugly and evil.
UGH >:(
I don't think I can handle the rest of these episodes if Yoon Sung blocks himself from the ones he loves, because he needs to finish things more than ever. However, I also think Nana is going to butt in no matter what, thank goodness, and hopefully accept what's happened. Without her, he might go crazy. a;dslfjaldsfj
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Date: 2011-07-07 03:37 am (UTC)I don't think he'll try to block off to protect them - tried, didn't work. He might try to because he thinks he shouldn't have them/sully them/etc/get revenge done asap so Undaddy is done too. But, agreed, Nana is never going to give up on him and is totally going to butt in no matter what.
He's good way to insanityland already and I agree, he needs Nana so badly not to slide into darkness and despair full-tilt.
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Date: 2011-07-07 03:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-07-07 03:40 am (UTC)I love that she is smart enough to know the risks but tough enough and loving enough to go against undaddy despite them. She really repays every last bit of love and saving and everything YS had done for her. She is sort of his personal miracle, proof that not everything is horrible and hopeless and cruel.
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Date: 2011-07-07 03:43 am (UTC)“내일 ‘시티헌터’ 14회는 손수건 준비하세요 꼭. 왠지는 묻지 마세요.
Must have a handkerchief for tomo ‘City Hunter’ epi#14. Please don’t ask why”
— ( @SLfrom ) - a producer of CH.
Apparently in the manga Ahjussi's ccharacter dies...
LMH's acting in the hospital scene was so touching
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Date: 2011-07-07 03:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-07-07 03:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-07-07 03:48 am (UTC)LOL, I am all for biting. Or gentle nipping, at least.