I can't breathe...gulpy sobby noises are OK though...

[dangermousie]

Thank you very much, Taro's voiceover on the bus, thank you very much.

I needed that so much. Like being stabbed repeatedly, that is, just when I thought it couldn't get worse.

Now I am bawling but I have to get going even though my face looks red and blotchy and scary.

Why?????????????????????

GRRRRRRR.

I HATE UNSELFISHNESS HATE HATE HATE HATE.