Yet more The Outsiders...
Jun. 30th, 2007 12:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dangermousieOh GOD. The woobies have SO MUCH heartbreak. Because she did think he cheated (and omg his face when he found out that is what she thought) and she tries to be 'compliant' because she feels guilty in her lack but he interprets it as her not even caring enough to be upset that he was with another woman. ARGH.
And OMG. He ends up going to a club and getting drunk as fast as he can and is just with his head in his hands on the table and he is sobbing her name and FUCK.
Seriously. And then he comes home in the morning and by that point she found out the truth but he is all shut off again and FUUUUUUUCK.
Seriously, would it have been better for her to have told him about the rape? I mean, would the consequences be worse? Especially if Danzi already killed the rapist. (And they wouldn't need to let him know Bao Ge was behind it all).
Also, honestly. It's awesome to rescue Mainland Girl's cousin in abstract, but it's going to get them in a lot of trouble and possibly killed and a total stranger ain't worth it.
Grinny cuteness:
More grinny cuteness (and awwww, Uncle Huai still cares for Ah Hao!)
Planning their course of action. Somehow, it seems a lot more 'natural' for the boys to be doing something like this than offing people:
OMG! Secondary OTP. I love that she is capable of bossing him.
OMG. My heart broke in that scene. When he comes home, and he is going to tell her the truth about helping out the Mainland girl but she pretends she is totally fine even if he sleeps around (for all the reasons mentioned above) and he is devastated she doesn't care (he thinks that. And of course she cares. it's as if she is trying to compensate for the secret). And he tries to talk it through but she shuts it down (because she is both hurt and feels she has no right to be) and OHHHH. All that pain.
Missing her. OMG. He was crying. Sobbing her name. Oh MAN.
Hong Do tells the truth to Yu Yen (i.e. that Ah Hao didn't cheat). This is a really random thought but I wonder if YY insisted on keeping the same apartment and furniture as years ago, same as when they were broke, because that is when they were happy and she wants to keep as much of that as she can:
And he is home in the morning and she is looking at him. But now it's his turn to shut her out (come on, woman! Push):
P.S. I really like how Uncle Huai points out that not only Bao Ge is scum but the ultimate boss is too, and Ah Hao was foolish to get involved with them, and even more naive for talking about honor with them. And (I see foreshadowing here) adds that one of these days they'll sell him out. That's the problem, isn't it? Ah Hao isn't good enough for normal world, but too honest for the mob.
And OMG. He ends up going to a club and getting drunk as fast as he can and is just with his head in his hands on the table and he is sobbing her name and FUCK.
Seriously. And then he comes home in the morning and by that point she found out the truth but he is all shut off again and FUUUUUUUCK.
Seriously, would it have been better for her to have told him about the rape? I mean, would the consequences be worse? Especially if Danzi already killed the rapist. (And they wouldn't need to let him know Bao Ge was behind it all).
Also, honestly. It's awesome to rescue Mainland Girl's cousin in abstract, but it's going to get them in a lot of trouble and possibly killed and a total stranger ain't worth it.
Grinny cuteness:
More grinny cuteness (and awwww, Uncle Huai still cares for Ah Hao!)
Planning their course of action. Somehow, it seems a lot more 'natural' for the boys to be doing something like this than offing people:
OMG! Secondary OTP. I love that she is capable of bossing him.
OMG. My heart broke in that scene. When he comes home, and he is going to tell her the truth about helping out the Mainland girl but she pretends she is totally fine even if he sleeps around (for all the reasons mentioned above) and he is devastated she doesn't care (he thinks that. And of course she cares. it's as if she is trying to compensate for the secret). And he tries to talk it through but she shuts it down (because she is both hurt and feels she has no right to be) and OHHHH. All that pain.
Missing her. OMG. He was crying. Sobbing her name. Oh MAN.
Hong Do tells the truth to Yu Yen (i.e. that Ah Hao didn't cheat). This is a really random thought but I wonder if YY insisted on keeping the same apartment and furniture as years ago, same as when they were broke, because that is when they were happy and she wants to keep as much of that as she can:
And he is home in the morning and she is looking at him. But now it's his turn to shut her out (come on, woman! Push):
P.S. I really like how Uncle Huai points out that not only Bao Ge is scum but the ultimate boss is too, and Ah Hao was foolish to get involved with them, and even more naive for talking about honor with them. And (I see foreshadowing here) adds that one of these days they'll sell him out. That's the problem, isn't it? Ah Hao isn't good enough for normal world, but too honest for the mob.
