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dangermousieSo, we have just found out Undaddy's real reason for kidnapping Yoon Sung as a baby and it is the sickest, most repugnant, selfish thing imaginable.
Because Undaddy was worried he'd let go of his, Undaddy's, revenge and grief and have a normal life eventually. But if he has his BFF's kid around, he will be reminded of his BFF's death and thus won't stop.
THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I literally screamed so loudly my neighbors are probably wondering whether a tiger has broken in.
That is beyond monstrous - he took a woman's (his BBF's wife!!!!) only child, which is one of the worst things you can do to anyone. He wrecked Yoon Sung's life - instead of growing normally with love and a future, he grew up in a drug camp with a psycho for a father, trained as an assassin from childhood, not allowed to love anyone or hope for a future. And he lied to him his mother abandoned him.
And it wasn't to help Undaddy to kill the bad guys or even as a perverse "I am giving him a gift in being able to hunt down his father's killers" - no it was purely 100% selfish. He didn't need to ruin YS to carry out his revenge.
Oh my God, I literally have tears of angry rage in my eyes. And then he has the gall to tell YS (YS has just found out - his face!) then this is the case because it is Yoon Sung's fate. THE FUCK!!!! It is not fate, it is what you, Undaddy, did. How dare you try to use 'fate' as an excuse?
I have things to say about other stuff - like the way YS is catatonic and keening over Nana's body, clutching her and looking as if he lost any reason and ability to react to outside surroundings (that is why she cannot die. If she dies, he will turn into a vengeance-driven monster himself and that will mean Undaddy wins). Or the scene at Sae Hee's and the tenderness in their faces, and the way they are connected through those tubes, his blood flowing into her veins, rescuing her right back, returning the life she almost gave up for him. And the way their bloody hands clutch and hold and the way they never take their eyes off each other even as she drifts into unconsciousness (I especially loved that he is lying beside her, but also beneath her and is looking up at her because he really does have her on a pedestal). And the way he tells Ahjusshi that he doesn't think he can live without her (I love how this drama surprises me constantly - any other drama would do the cliche thing of him pushing her away harder now to protect her but this made him realize the futility of denying his feelings so not here. Even though this scene terrified me with its seeming foreshadowing, because he first asks Ahjusshi if Ahjusshi thinks Nana can be happy without him and Ahjusshi says "everyone lives, they have to" or something to that effect, and then YS says his "can't live without her" line and I am terrified they are setting for YS to die and Nana to go on, missing him but going on with living like Ahjusshi said. Oh my God. Do not do that to me drama. I don't care how logical and brilliant and whatever it would be, I would not be able to take it.). Anyway, onto happier things - the way he carries her to his house, being both tender and teasing - his shields are pretty much gone.
But I cannot get over that scene with Undaddy. How horrifying. Oh, and Undaddy wants to off Nana bu I can't even get motivated to rage over that because I don't even have rage left.
Btw, it's official. Yoon Sung has possibly replaced Hyun Joon of IRIS as my favorite drama protagonist ever. Oh please please please don't end the way IRIS did. I will never be over that one.
And have an amazing MV spoilery through ep 11:
Because Undaddy was worried he'd let go of his, Undaddy's, revenge and grief and have a normal life eventually. But if he has his BFF's kid around, he will be reminded of his BFF's death and thus won't stop.
THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I literally screamed so loudly my neighbors are probably wondering whether a tiger has broken in.
That is beyond monstrous - he took a woman's (his BBF's wife!!!!) only child, which is one of the worst things you can do to anyone. He wrecked Yoon Sung's life - instead of growing normally with love and a future, he grew up in a drug camp with a psycho for a father, trained as an assassin from childhood, not allowed to love anyone or hope for a future. And he lied to him his mother abandoned him.
And it wasn't to help Undaddy to kill the bad guys or even as a perverse "I am giving him a gift in being able to hunt down his father's killers" - no it was purely 100% selfish. He didn't need to ruin YS to carry out his revenge.
Oh my God, I literally have tears of angry rage in my eyes. And then he has the gall to tell YS (YS has just found out - his face!) then this is the case because it is Yoon Sung's fate. THE FUCK!!!! It is not fate, it is what you, Undaddy, did. How dare you try to use 'fate' as an excuse?
I have things to say about other stuff - like the way YS is catatonic and keening over Nana's body, clutching her and looking as if he lost any reason and ability to react to outside surroundings (that is why she cannot die. If she dies, he will turn into a vengeance-driven monster himself and that will mean Undaddy wins). Or the scene at Sae Hee's and the tenderness in their faces, and the way they are connected through those tubes, his blood flowing into her veins, rescuing her right back, returning the life she almost gave up for him. And the way their bloody hands clutch and hold and the way they never take their eyes off each other even as she drifts into unconsciousness (I especially loved that he is lying beside her, but also beneath her and is looking up at her because he really does have her on a pedestal). And the way he tells Ahjusshi that he doesn't think he can live without her (I love how this drama surprises me constantly - any other drama would do the cliche thing of him pushing her away harder now to protect her but this made him realize the futility of denying his feelings so not here. Even though this scene terrified me with its seeming foreshadowing, because he first asks Ahjusshi if Ahjusshi thinks Nana can be happy without him and Ahjusshi says "everyone lives, they have to" or something to that effect, and then YS says his "can't live without her" line and I am terrified they are setting for YS to die and Nana to go on, missing him but going on with living like Ahjusshi said. Oh my God. Do not do that to me drama. I don't care how logical and brilliant and whatever it would be, I would not be able to take it.). Anyway, onto happier things - the way he carries her to his house, being both tender and teasing - his shields are pretty much gone.
But I cannot get over that scene with Undaddy. How horrifying. Oh, and Undaddy wants to off Nana bu I can't even get motivated to rage over that because I don't even have rage left.
Btw, it's official. Yoon Sung has possibly replaced Hyun Joon of IRIS as my favorite drama protagonist ever. Oh please please please don't end the way IRIS did. I will never be over that one.
And have an amazing MV spoilery through ep 11:
