dangermousie | IRIS ep 20

I am such an idiot. I've been spoiled for this for days, I've watched bits and pieces already to prepare myself etc etc etc but here I am, finally making myself finish it properly and I am crying. I am bawling so hard - harder than I have ever cried for a fiction since I was 12 and La Mole went to the executioner's block in Dumas' Queen Margot. I can't take it. I can't. Also, whoever came up with the close-up of the ring? And Hyun Joon weeping? That is not even playing fair.

Fuck it.

I can't.

I can't ever rewatch this drama.

My favorite drama this year or any year just broke my heart.