dangermousie | Que Sera Sera eps 7-9: if fangirling was currency, I'd be Bill Gates

ETA: Oh God, I am a sick bitch but the scene of Tae Joo shaking and sobbing dryly, fists to his mouth, literally banging his head on the bar? I rewatched it six times.

ETA2: I think I am even sicker than the above would indicate, because the scene of Tae Joo forcing Eun Soo on the bed and kissing her despite her struggling and and keeping on kissing her...it was so wrong and so hot at the same time. (This not being Haou Airen he stops of course). Oh, I am sick and I don't want to be helped. Also, it was totally in character: he has no idea how to act when his emotions are genuinely involved, and he completely lost control and is completely freaking out (she is getting married) and that is the only way he can think of trying to claim her (I wonder if it's tied to the fact that he has always viewed his physicality as the 'most attractive' to others thing about him). He is such a mess. And then he drags her out by the hand and they are on the doorstep in the rain and he says 'I love you. I love you.'

OMG.

OMG.

OMG.

And she walks away and he walks after her in the rain and she turns around and kisses him.

OMG. And they are in the middle of the street and it's not sweet romantic kissing, it's like they are trying to devour to each other, clinging to each other, overwhelmed, not rational.

Oh God. The OTP is so dysfunctional.

And I love it MORE THAN CANDY.

Mmm, chemistry and jealousy and fights. This is one of the most grown-up relationship dramas I've seen.

Also, how ironic. Tae Joo is so good at reading the minds/emotions of spoiled rich ladies, but so clueless about his own. Or someone different, like Eun Soo. He gets all screwed up when emotions are involved. And he ends up lashing out at her because he is so jealous and emotionally off-kilter by his feelings. He is rather a newbie to love. He has no experience and has no idea how to cope.

Oh, how much did I love the scene at the party, when she walks in with Jang Hyuk (Icy Rich Guy) and Tae Joo just devours her with his eyes and of course the second she is free hones in on her and they have another one of those cruel barbed conversations and she walks up to Joon Hyuk and kisses him, and looks straight at Tae Joo and then after a little pause, Joon Hyuk (whom I love btw) kisses her in a second kiss. And Tae Joo keeps watching looking like he is dying inside and remains totally zoned.

Oh, and Rich Bich got slapped. YES.

Eun Soo and Icy Rich Guy are just sweetness and normalcy and would be a good sane relationship. But when Eun Soo and Tae Joo are within 10 feet of each other, the temperature just gets spiked, and they kept staring and staring. It's the no-good hot impossible relationship that you can't ever see ending while you are in it, and after it's over, you can't believe you were ever in.