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dangermousieYes, I am marathonning.
Kairi just lost all the points he got. You do NOT want to be someone's reverse gender Lolita. Honest. This said, Kairi, you are an idiot. You do love her and she loves you and she can see through your brother so don't blow the one good thing you've got. Yeah, Misao is nice but come ON. I do love the fact that he is after Momo until she hears him out and keeps apologizing and he tells her he loves her, but he also tells her he can't stop feeling things for Misao as well (hey, Momo should understand with her Touji-Kairi thing). Yes, Misao was the first person who saw you for you and not for Ryo's pale imitation and saved you from your horrid spiral of angst blah blah, but:
a. she has feelings for your evil brother.
b. she has no feelings (except caring) for you
c. you determined to give up on her anyway
d. you do love Momo
e. Momo loves you
f. Momo certainly sees you for you and isn't swayed by Ryo
g. After you tell her the whole mess, what does Momo do? She asks you to kiss her.
Yes, sometimes feelings are confusing but sort them out. It's not like Misao is a viable option and (more importantly), it's not true love you have for her, it's gratitude and memory of not being lonely any more because of her. You should let go and get with Momo. Hey, the chickie was willing to sleep with you. But then of course, the very fact that he is so scrupulously honest with Momo and so considerate of her dooms him here. And I think he freaked out when he realized how serious he and Momo had gotten because that's probably the first relationship he's ever had that is so serious and emotionally reciprocated. So I think he is overthinking and freaking out about whether it's unfair to Momo and whether he will hurt her and how much what means (Misao is a safer excuse for himself than facing all the uncertainties and mess and loss of control). After all, he is hugely emotionally screwed up courtesy of older brother of doom (you don't decide to kill yourself for fun), he is just good at functioning despite it. Still, idiot boy.
And I get the feeling the Touji/Momo/Kairi see-saw is about to start again. Touji certainly matured and I love when he hits Kairi. Yay. And then tells Momo to talk to Kairi again, if she really loves him.
ETA: When did Momo get to be so smart? I love it when she tells Kairi that even though he is saying he doesn't want to hurt her and he still has feelings for Misao, it's just an avoidance mechanism to protect himself. Because he is afraid to be intimate with someone, because it hurts when you are rejected. Yes. I am not the only one who thinks so. And then she tells him, fine, they'll start over. This time she is the one asking him out. And then she kisses him. Momo is not the brightest sometimes, but she is so emotionally open, it's hard not to root for her.
ETA 2: The poor confused boy. I love it when he is so startled after the kiss and then he tells her that to be honest, he is so glad she feels that way. And then tries to warn her that if she does that (chase after him, and kiss him etc), he won't be able to stop. Of course, Momo's reply made me nearly fall out of my cushions, as she goes "Perfect. I'll make you taste and love every part of me. As a sex buddy, if necessary" Whoa, girl. Forward much? Yay! And I love that at that outrageous and forward comment, all the tension goes out of Kairi's body and he just laughs and hugs her and his voice sounds so giddy with laughter when he says he knew he loved her. And she smiles up at him and says "second best?" and he says "for now" and they iss again. LOL. Adorable and messed up. Just how I like 'em. I love my OTP. And not just for the honesty.
Kairi just lost all the points he got. You do NOT want to be someone's reverse gender Lolita. Honest. This said, Kairi, you are an idiot. You do love her and she loves you and she can see through your brother so don't blow the one good thing you've got. Yeah, Misao is nice but come ON. I do love the fact that he is after Momo until she hears him out and keeps apologizing and he tells her he loves her, but he also tells her he can't stop feeling things for Misao as well (hey, Momo should understand with her Touji-Kairi thing). Yes, Misao was the first person who saw you for you and not for Ryo's pale imitation and saved you from your horrid spiral of angst blah blah, but:
a. she has feelings for your evil brother.
b. she has no feelings (except caring) for you
c. you determined to give up on her anyway
d. you do love Momo
e. Momo loves you
f. Momo certainly sees you for you and isn't swayed by Ryo
g. After you tell her the whole mess, what does Momo do? She asks you to kiss her.
Yes, sometimes feelings are confusing but sort them out. It's not like Misao is a viable option and (more importantly), it's not true love you have for her, it's gratitude and memory of not being lonely any more because of her. You should let go and get with Momo. Hey, the chickie was willing to sleep with you. But then of course, the very fact that he is so scrupulously honest with Momo and so considerate of her dooms him here. And I think he freaked out when he realized how serious he and Momo had gotten because that's probably the first relationship he's ever had that is so serious and emotionally reciprocated. So I think he is overthinking and freaking out about whether it's unfair to Momo and whether he will hurt her and how much what means (Misao is a safer excuse for himself than facing all the uncertainties and mess and loss of control). After all, he is hugely emotionally screwed up courtesy of older brother of doom (you don't decide to kill yourself for fun), he is just good at functioning despite it. Still, idiot boy.
And I get the feeling the Touji/Momo/Kairi see-saw is about to start again. Touji certainly matured and I love when he hits Kairi. Yay. And then tells Momo to talk to Kairi again, if she really loves him.
ETA: When did Momo get to be so smart? I love it when she tells Kairi that even though he is saying he doesn't want to hurt her and he still has feelings for Misao, it's just an avoidance mechanism to protect himself. Because he is afraid to be intimate with someone, because it hurts when you are rejected. Yes. I am not the only one who thinks so. And then she tells him, fine, they'll start over. This time she is the one asking him out. And then she kisses him. Momo is not the brightest sometimes, but she is so emotionally open, it's hard not to root for her.
ETA 2: The poor confused boy. I love it when he is so startled after the kiss and then he tells her that to be honest, he is so glad she feels that way. And then tries to warn her that if she does that (chase after him, and kiss him etc), he won't be able to stop. Of course, Momo's reply made me nearly fall out of my cushions, as she goes "Perfect. I'll make you taste and love every part of me. As a sex buddy, if necessary" Whoa, girl. Forward much? Yay! And I love that at that outrageous and forward comment, all the tension goes out of Kairi's body and he just laughs and hugs her and his voice sounds so giddy with laughter when he says he knew he loved her. And she smiles up at him and says "second best?" and he says "for now" and they iss again. LOL. Adorable and messed up. Just how I like 'em. I love my OTP. And not just for the honesty.
