
NG continues to be excellent but also a rather hard watch. It's well-written and acted but, as a viewer, I am finding it hard to muster my enthusiasm for the story whose male lead invokes burning rage in me and a desire to bash him in the head. Song Joong Ki is acting his socks off, and Maru is as fascinating and complex as he is repulsive, but repulsive he is - not to mention morally bankrupt (so is Jae Hee, but that goes without saying).
After that scene in the bar (not to mention the truly appalling scene during the parade where he left just to see how EG would freak out), I have decided that Maru and Jae Hee are both monsters who deserve each other and should play their games forever, as long as they don't inflict themselves on others. I mean, that was - ugh.





NG is by far the darkest of LKH stories I have seen, mainly because of the vast imbalance of emotional power between Eun Gi and Maru. If you compare this with something like A Love to Kill, which also has a man using a woman for revenge, the difference is stark - not only is the hero of ALTK targeting the woman he wants revenge on, not some innocent bystander (the dramatic thrust of the story is that we, the audience, know he is targeting her wrongly) but, even more importantly, we are aware that despite his best efforts, he's been in love with his target since Day 1 and thus all the horribleness that he is doing isn't just going to rebound on him at some point in the future, but he is actively being self-punished by his very act of vengeance. There is no such balance in NG - sure, Maru feels pity for Eun Gi (and their chemistry is insane) but it's pretty clear he is not in love with his target. I wouldn't say he is in love with Jae Hee any more either (though seeing that he might still want her back, who knows), but whatever his very strong feelings towards the latter are, they are blocking any conscious romantic feeling for the former.
And without Maru having an equal emotional involvement in the relationship with Eun Gi, his using her is pretty much stripped of any tolerability and is exposed as this ugly, unforgivable thing that makes me want to take a shower after every scene (and not a sexy kdrama shower either). When he tells (drunk and sleeping) her that their interactions will all be a dream in her long life (i.e., trying to absolve himself of the guilt for wrecking her life), I seriously felt enough rage to power a small submarine - sure, sure Maru - that is why you are spending your whole life and destroying innocent bystanders in your quest for revenge on (or possibly trying to still get her back? It's very muddled) an ex. Why don't you treat what Jae Hee did to you as a dream? At least she didn't fuck you up on purpose.
This said, every scene between Maru and Eun Gi is riveting precisely because he is self-aware of his wrongdoing and guilt and she is just in love. And the chemistry and the gorgeous cinematography make me want to watch them despite the sane part of my brain. I mean, the whole sequence with drunk Eun Gi pouring out her feelings, and Maru almost not daring to touch her, and the morning scene where she is so luminous (contrast to Jae Hee and her husband and the sterility of that scene) but he is back to his games despite a half-hearted attempt to give up. These are sequences full of incredibly addictive tension. My problem is - I hate Maru. I plain and simple hate him and I am not sure how to deal with a drama like that.




































Though maybe my dilemma is moot because Eun Gi finds out at least about his connection to Jae Hee by the end and I am so excited - I hope she gives him some of his own medicine back and wrecks both him and Jae Hee with a wrecking ball the size of Calcutta. But if not, at least she will now be an equal player.




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Date: 2012-09-30 03:10 am (UTC)And you know, a part of me empathizes with Maru, but the moment Jae-hee pointed out that he will break Eun-ki and he acknowledged that, all gloves went off. I hope she has the strength to pull through and conquer everything, and to find the grace to walk away from this in one piece.
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Date: 2012-09-30 03:54 am (UTC)I don't even care about what happens to MR or JH.
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Date: 2012-10-06 05:02 am (UTC)(and I could ship it. )
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Date: 2012-09-30 04:37 am (UTC)My first real melodrama and WTF?!?? You put it perfectly--it's the "vast imbalance of emotional power" that is truly disturbing. It's also difficult for me to root for Maru because I actually feel like he is still totally in love with Jae Hee. It's a corrupted, twisted love, but his world still revolves around her entirely (by his own admission). And given all the shit she's done to him, it's hard for me to conceive of anything worse that she could possibly do to make that love go away, so I'm having trouble conceptualizing a narrative arc by which he is redeemed/in which he cuts ties with her & frees himself.
Why oh why oh why didn't they make Eun Gi aware from the beginning of Maru's connection with Jae Hee? It would've fit SO PERFECTLY with her character & least then, there would be an even playing field. It'd still be messy, and Maru would still be reprehensible, but at least Eun Gi would have some volition in the ordeal.
And yet I am so utterly captivated by the acting & the directing that I just can't look away.
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Date: 2012-09-30 11:30 pm (UTC)I agree - he may not think he has any hope of a future with JH but he is too hung on her to move on.
And the amnesia plot is going to irritate me because I don't want her to forget he is using her.
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Date: 2012-10-01 09:49 pm (UTC)I'm repelled by Maru, but I can't stop watching, theorizing, guessing, etc. And I am LOVING the moral ambiguity of everyone. I actually find it less frustrating than having a stereotypical villain who I want to whack in the head with a hammer. This way, I get to take turns on who I want to whack!
I have no idea how they'll handle the amnesia plot, but I can't imagine that the writer will just use it as a "reset" button to make Eun Gi fall in love with an emotionally detached Maru again. Right? Because that would be too cruel. Plus, Maru needs to have a character arc, so we can't have him coldly calculating all the way through. Right?!
Here's my crazy fantasy of how things will play out: Jae Hee will off Chairman Seo (maybe with Lawyer Ahn's help), Eun Gi will catch her in the act & confront her, Jae Hee will try to off Eun Gi but fail to finish the job (hence the amnesia). Maru will find out exactly how scary-horrible Jae Hee is (and how much he cares about Eun Gi) and shift from myopically trying to take Jae Hee down, to trying to protect Eun Gi from JH while enacting revenge against JH for the both of them. That way, it won't be that Maru's still hung up on JH, it will be that he wants to protect Eun Gi and that he realizes that he just needs JH out of his (and EG's) life. Plus, we know how Maru gets off on taking care of people, so I think the only way he'll become team Eun Gi is if his protector instinct supercedes his thirst for revenge.
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Date: 2012-10-02 03:05 am (UTC)LOL!!
I, too, have no idea how it will all play out but since I have no interest in spending the next 14 episodes watching Maru and Jae Hee destroy each other, I'm hoping that we get a redemption arc from Maru. I'm just a sucker for redemption arcs (and for not hating the lead character for the full 20-hour story). :)
I will say, I disagree that nothing in the show has foreshadowed a Eun Gi/Maru ship. Yes, it seems impossible now b/c Maru is so clearly NOT in love with Eun Gi (or even close to falling for her, I'd say), but a lot of production elements have made me think that they're the end game. For example, there are a lot of visually paralleled solo shots of Eun Gi and Maru outside in green, natural spaces. Even their costumes tend to be in very basic, neutral earth tones. Whereas Jae Hee is often confined to oppressive, dark spaces and often wears bright, loud clothes and shoes, Maru & Eun Gi are visually linked. I also think that Maru and Eun Gi complement each other really well (when Maru's not being a sinister bastard). Maru has this inborn compulsion to take care of other people, which is a quality that was taken advantage of by basically everyone around him. He was able to shut it off by keeping all women at an arm's length as a gigolo, but now that Eun Gi has entered his life, I don't think it will be so easy for him to maintain that "professional" distance. I also think that she's just about the only person who won't take advantage of his kindness, if he ever does step out of the self-imposed hell that his obsession with Jae Hee has confined him to. I guess I don't feel the need to see him suffer as much as a lot of people do, I just need to see him WAKE THE FUCK UP and get over Jae Hee already. And, ok, maybe suffer a little in the process. And if he doesn't at least start to come to his senses in this week's episodes, then drama and I will seriously have words.
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Date: 2012-10-02 05:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-09-30 05:35 am (UTC)Regarding Eun Gi, I'm also really glad that she's found out the truth, because it hurt to watch her so in love with someone who was just using her. I can't wait to find out what she'll do now that she knows – whether she'll confront Maru, or play along for her own purposes the way some people thought she was doing already. While a part of me wants her to take revenge on Maru for what he did to her, just because I want to see Maru suffer, I don't want her to become all bitter, vengeful and self-destructive like him. I'd rather see her rise above everything and be all “I'm Seo Eun Gi, I'm not going to let these jerks ruin my life.”
On the plus side, I've seen a lot more “I hate Maru” comments than “I'll forgive Maru anything because SJK is hot” comments, so at least the drama is doing a good job of showing everybody how horrible Maru's actions are.
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Date: 2012-09-30 06:04 am (UTC)I agree about Eun Gi, I can't wait to find out what she does with this information.
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Date: 2012-09-30 11:32 pm (UTC)I hope EG gets her own back, but I am very worried by the teeth-grinding amnesia promise - I don't want her to forget he is a sociopathic user and for us to have to watch her fall for his act all over again.
I think the reason 'hate' comments are there is, in large part, because even the most deluded fangirl can't excuse this with 'but oppa still loves her' because he doesn't.
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Date: 2012-10-01 01:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-10-01 01:17 am (UTC)I am in awe of SJK's acting and Maru is incredibly fascinating, but I confess that I hate his guts so am kinda biased.
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Date: 2012-10-02 02:49 am (UTC)She can't tell him the kid is his because that kid would have to be at least five and a half and, as a mother of a toddler, trust me, that kid is way younger than that. So unless she thinks in addition to his emotional issues Maru can't add, she is better off not trying.
eTA in response to your other point about how Maru could ever fall for EK - if you watch eps 5-6, you can see the possibility - she shakes him the way he is not normally shaken. Doesn't stop me from thinking he is a horrible person who shouldn't get a HEA with her. He and Jae He are equally monsters and should both get comeuppance.
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Date: 2012-09-30 09:18 am (UTC)And here you have in a nutshell the real reason I'm not watching NG.
I would have been wary of starting a drama that almost promises to end badly from the get go but I'm sure I would still have caved in at some point. But the fact that I know I would loathe Maru as a character guarantees I'll save myself the heartache. The only reason I could stomach and even enjoy A love to kill was because the hero was actually in love with the heroine and knew he was pretty much destroying himself as well as her. Here we have no such thing and, as you said, it must be painful to watch, great acting notwithstanding.
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Date: 2012-09-30 10:46 am (UTC)Hagrid here.
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Date: 2012-09-30 08:33 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-09-30 11:36 pm (UTC)The thing I don't want is for her to forget he used her and fall for him all over again. Because more eps of 'in love with a monster' EG I can't stomach.
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Date: 2012-09-30 08:56 pm (UTC)It would be nice if in the next episode, Eun Gi asks him what he is doing ? And Maru see how much he hurt Eun Gi by using her, but of course it isn't enough, I want to see Eun Gi saying she'll help Maru to bring down Jae Hee, and Maru and her will get together. And while they are pretending to be a couple, Maru will end up falling in love, but Eun Gi will be cold and show that she is just using him, and Maru will see what he made EG turn like, and maybe will see that he is doing the same Jh did to him in the past, making him feeling guilty for using her, wishing he didn't......... and trying to win her heart but EG won't fall for it and will hurt Maru more and more.
hehehehehehe but then, Eun Gi loses her memory and Maru will take this chance to start things over with Eun Gi, this time he'll try his best to win her heart over but, when they are happy Eun Gi will regain her memory and things will get very ugly for Maru because he didn't lie just once but twice, uh-ho.............
heheheheh and he'll suffer a lot because EG will never trust him again.
It would also be nice if EG goes to laywer and Maru dies of jealousy.
I really see no happy end for Maru.... I just hope he regrets a lot what he is doing now.
And in the end EG will be happy with Laywer who loved her since long time ago. Aw.
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Date: 2012-09-30 11:36 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2012-10-01 01:16 am (UTC)Though I fully admit that what really freaks me out is the promise that she is going to get amnesia and he will still keep up his games.
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Date: 2012-10-01 11:19 pm (UTC)I am not looking forward to the amnesia thing.