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I am out of subbed BBJX episodes so I've been scouring raws. And then I got to episode 20.
Oh my God.
Please take into account that my Chinese is nonexistent. Also, these are not the HD caps because for the sake of my own computer, I dled lower-quality files.
The scene in Kang Xi's audience hall where Eight frames Four but Thirteen takes the blame. It kills me. It fucking kills me. I am sorry, Eight, but I don't give a fuck about you any more. Jump into a lake of fire, please!



















This scene just - I have no words. Because everyone has left and Four is still there, kneeling, frozen, his hands bloody from the ceramics, without even noticing. It's like all the energy he had was just enough to last until the end of audience but he could go no more. That was it. And Four is so completely contained, to see his quiet but utter breakdown hurts more than if you saw any other character scream and throw things.















Oh God, Thirteen. That is going to destroy him. Out of all the brothers, he's the one who needs and wants freedom most.


Lu Wu, trying to get to see him and being denied. OK, fuck, my heart just breaks for everyone in this episode.


Ruoxi kneeling to get some sort of clemency for Thirteen (non-existent Chinese so can't tell you the details). The reason I love this so much is that she knows history - she knows Thirteen stays in prison for a decade, until Kang Xi keels over and Four comes to power. But she will still do it anyway. OMFG Ruoxi, I take back everything I said about you being too self-interested.

Four learning Ruoxi is begging for Thirteen. I cannot take all of this any more. Also, I think that this moment is when his decision to go for the throne as his ultimate goal in life, which first took root in the throne room, crystalizes forever. Because he will never be helpless again about those he cares for and make the sacrifice worth it.






I think I died. The rest of this post is brought to you by my ghost. OMFGOMFGOMFG when he throws his umbrella away because if she is wet, he will be too. And the set look on his face, and the way she clutches his robe. They do not need words. OMFG. You are going to drag me off this ship only if you kill me. Also, Eight is great at grand gestures. Four does not make gestures, he just is.

































In your face, Eight! Also, that scene gave me shivers. You can just tell that Four is about a second from killing Eight with his bare hands and he wouldn't lose any sleep over it. Eight has no idea what he has unleashed.






And once again, even though he cannot stay with her there, if she is out in the rain, he will be too, even if nobody will ever know. Oh Four, you are so amazing, I have no words for you.









Not good!!!!



I am out of subbed BBJX episodes so I've been scouring raws. And then I got to episode 20.
Oh my God.
Please take into account that my Chinese is nonexistent. Also, these are not the HD caps because for the sake of my own computer, I dled lower-quality files.
The scene in Kang Xi's audience hall where Eight frames Four but Thirteen takes the blame. It kills me. It fucking kills me. I am sorry, Eight, but I don't give a fuck about you any more. Jump into a lake of fire, please!



















This scene just - I have no words. Because everyone has left and Four is still there, kneeling, frozen, his hands bloody from the ceramics, without even noticing. It's like all the energy he had was just enough to last until the end of audience but he could go no more. That was it. And Four is so completely contained, to see his quiet but utter breakdown hurts more than if you saw any other character scream and throw things.















Oh God, Thirteen. That is going to destroy him. Out of all the brothers, he's the one who needs and wants freedom most.


Lu Wu, trying to get to see him and being denied. OK, fuck, my heart just breaks for everyone in this episode.


Ruoxi kneeling to get some sort of clemency for Thirteen (non-existent Chinese so can't tell you the details). The reason I love this so much is that she knows history - she knows Thirteen stays in prison for a decade, until Kang Xi keels over and Four comes to power. But she will still do it anyway. OMFG Ruoxi, I take back everything I said about you being too self-interested.

Four learning Ruoxi is begging for Thirteen. I cannot take all of this any more. Also, I think that this moment is when his decision to go for the throne as his ultimate goal in life, which first took root in the throne room, crystalizes forever. Because he will never be helpless again about those he cares for and make the sacrifice worth it.






I think I died. The rest of this post is brought to you by my ghost. OMFGOMFGOMFG when he throws his umbrella away because if she is wet, he will be too. And the set look on his face, and the way she clutches his robe. They do not need words. OMFG. You are going to drag me off this ship only if you kill me. Also, Eight is great at grand gestures. Four does not make gestures, he just is.

































In your face, Eight! Also, that scene gave me shivers. You can just tell that Four is about a second from killing Eight with his bare hands and he wouldn't lose any sleep over it. Eight has no idea what he has unleashed.






And once again, even though he cannot stay with her there, if she is out in the rain, he will be too, even if nobody will ever know. Oh Four, you are so amazing, I have no words for you.









Not good!!!!


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Date: 2011-09-21 03:14 am (UTC)and my heart is just breaking for the rain scene!! I want!!! OH my heart!! just how can two person act this scene out by the body gesture and expression of their eyes!! I want it so bad!
thanks! pls spoil more!!
xoxo
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Date: 2011-09-21 03:25 am (UTC)I think this is when it all goes to hell, too, because imo that's when he decides to be emperor and that will eventually lose him RX and make her life miserable too.
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Date: 2011-09-21 03:14 am (UTC)Quick explanation: 13th took the rap for 4th by claiming that he went behind 4th's back and uses 4th's names to do all those things. In other words, used and betrayed 4th. So 4th can't begged for clemency or help 13th in any way because that will make Kangxi suspicious and making waste of 13th's sacrifice.
On another note, I was waiting for an entry on 8th/RX kiss and breakup scene from you! But you went straight from swooning over 8th to hating him :(
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Date: 2011-09-21 03:24 am (UTC)Re: RX/8. Since it's raws, I am merely skimming, so I actually haven't seen the break-up yet, as it's going to be more depressing than ep 20 because after 20, RX/4 are together until more bad stuff happens. I don't hate Eight, I feel sorry, actually, now that I've cooled down. He dug his own grave.
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Date: 2011-09-21 03:22 am (UTC)Ruoxi is kneeling in the rain to beg that Luwu (the girl who 13 loves) can accompany 13 so he at least has a little bit of light in the darkness and Ruoxi is extra desperate because she knows EXACTLY how long 13's imprisonment would be which no one else can match because for people who don't know the future, they think it could be a short imprisonment like the time 8th's title was temporarily removed from him & the crown prince was imprisoned. But Ruoxi knows.
What's so bittersweet about 13's sacrifice to save 4 is that it wasn't a complete save because he was able to save 4 from being framed as the mastermind behind conspiring with the nobles but he wasn't able to wipe out the suspicion in Kang Xi's mind now towards 4 that 4 might be plotting if it was possible to have the appearance of plotting even if there was no reality so 8 still got part of his way after all. :(
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Date: 2011-09-21 03:31 am (UTC)Yes, Eight has a LOT of brother-friends (love this term) because he has the warm outgoing personality etc (plus, I get the sneaking suspicion that while he's fond of them, he is not truly baring his soul to any of them). Four only has 13 and Ruoxi in this whole world and yes, I agree, Ruoxi cannot fit the same place 13 had due to her gender (and the limitations on that gender in that time), and lack of long shared history and the fact that she has the modern outlook, still. 4 is someone who doesn't open easily or lets you in easily, but he seems like someone who, when he does, goes all out and emotionally opens himself in a dependent, even needy way, the way 8 does not. Plus, 13 is the open, warm one - 4 needs someone like that to balance him out.
The thing about 13's sacrifice being only partially effective is :( Honestly, I want to kick 8 in the face, however gorgeous he is. I hope once 13 gets Lu Wu there (I am spoiled, so I know he will), it will go easier on him but with his active outgoing personality, it's going to be hell on him anyway.
ETA: Edited because the number names got me confused. :P
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Date: 2011-09-21 03:46 am (UTC)It really is a catch-22 situation at this point. And 8 and his gang weren't targeting 13 at all, they wanted to deal with 4. Who knew 13 who volunteer to be his beloved brother's scapegoat. Sigh.
RX kneeling wasn't to beg the Emperor. She had already begged him. Her kneeling was PUNISHMENT by the Emperor for daring to speak on behalf of 13 and pissing him off since he was already supremely pissed. So she can't get up even if she wanted to stop begging. So 4 stood in the rain with her in his own estate, even though she'll never know.
When 8 watched them hug, I was totally like IN YOUR FACE~ Love 8 and his insecurity and puppy woes, but I wanted to smash his smug face in this episode. But 14's face also fell when he saw that, which confirms that he's pretty much fallen for RX already even though he keeps telling her to get back with 8. Ah, 14, you sad little sweet boy.
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Date: 2011-09-21 03:59 am (UTC)It really is a catch-22 situation at this point. And 8 and his gang weren't targeting 13 at all, they wanted to deal with 4. Who knew 13 who volunteer to be his beloved brother's scapegoat. Sigh.
Yes, but 8's smug little grin when 13 volunteered indicated he didn't mind taking the smaller victory. It made me want to hit his face.
Love 8 and his insecurity and puppy woes, but I wanted to smash his smug face in this episode. But 14's face also fell when he saw that, which confirms that he's pretty much fallen for RX already even though he keeps telling her to get back with 8. Ah, 14, you sad little sweet boy.
Yes. I did love that 8 kept a smug smile on his face for as long as 4 could see him. Ah, family. I like 14 but but not as much as everyone seems to - he's a little preachy for my tastes.
Thank you for the explanation about kneeling. Makes sense. Ahhh, fun times of living under absolute monarchy.
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Date: 2011-09-21 03:50 am (UTC)a) Raws! Where are you getting them? I only have the eps up until 16, this cannot be borne.
b) I get the feeling that Eight is being portrayed as this really ambitious guy who developed a warm and outgoing nature because he had to cultivate allies in a way Four never really had to - Four/Fourteen's mother was influential in the back palace (the literal translation of where the emperor keeps his wives) and remained a favourite throughout her years, while Eight's mother was pretty much just there. He didn't have an influential clan or a resourceful mother to back him up, and I think he was smart enough to know that with all those siblings, he'd have to compete for anything he wanted. Hence building up factions amongst his brothers, etc.
c) On the other hand, I don't fully get the drama's insistence that Four is only a Care Bear with defective facial nerve endings.
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Date: 2011-09-21 03:56 am (UTC)If like me you want quick caps, go to youtube and dl with keepvid (actually, youtube has 720p too).
2. That explanation for 8 makes sense. And he IS vastly talented.
3. ROFL. Well, being spoiled for the future story, I think a big part of his story is how he transforms from good guy/observer into both contender and a monster. Which makes him sucessful but loses him RX. If he was like 4 in Jade Palace, there would be no arc.
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Date: 2011-09-21 07:34 am (UTC)That court scene. I realised three things from there.
1. Thirteen really loves his Four brother.
2. Four is shakened to have been set up by his brothers.
3. Eight is a changed man.
And the rain scene. I was going to go, "Four! You won me over!!!" when Eight and Fourteen came into view. Because Eight...looks so different, and I'm afraid it's partly due to Ruoxi getting together with Four. Even Ruoxi is worried about this, prefering to keep Four in the dark about her past with Eight. Ok, I've gotta give her just this. Hopefully what happened in JPLH doesn't repeat in BBJX, or I'll just pull my hair out. The expressions Eight wore...I can no longer read them. It's like he's a changed person. Was he angry? At who? At himself for setting Four up (not likely since he was still rather pleased even when Thirteen took the rap for Four)? At himself for being unable to help Ruoxi? At himself for becoming such a scheming person? At Ruoxi for making him such a person? At Ruoxi for her closeness with Four? At what? I don't like this vibe...that he's changed.
And Fourteen, it's only now that I get what netizens have been saying - Fourteen is in love with Ruoxi. He really is!! He was jealous that Ruoxi would risk so much just to beg for leniency on Thirteen (even the Emperor had thought she wasn't doing this for her love, and not Lu Wu's love).
The "Four! You won me over!" came later, when he insisted on standing in the rain at home. I think you're right. This incident could be the one to make him go full throttle in his quest for the throne. I shiver.
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Date: 2011-09-21 11:58 pm (UTC)Poor 14 :( Poor everyone, actually.
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Date: 2011-09-21 05:28 pm (UTC)(might be spoilery)
He asked Kangxi for her hand in marriage thrice! And only so that he could take her away from her tough servant life (she was demoted).
I dunno, I'm now upset with RX because I think she was being unfair to everyone (maybe not so much Yongzheng because their dysfunctional relationship was two-way). She was being unfair to 8 because she gave him an ultimatum despite knowing history won't change. She basically ditched him before things could even start. She didn't give 4 the same ultimatum
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He asked Kangxi for her hand in marriage thrice! And only so that he could take her away from her tough servant life (she was demoted).
I dunno, I'm now upset with RX because I think she was being unfair to everyone (maybe not so much Yongzheng because their dysfunctional relationship was two-way). She was being unfair to 8 because she gave him an ultimatum despite knowing history won't change. She basically ditched him before things could even start. She didn't give 4 the same ultimatum <_< she stuck with him until she couldn't take it anymore. She was unfair to 14 because she used him as an escape. And maybe 14 didn't mind but she should've at least felt bad about it. She basically said she's had enough and just want to be selfish now. I mean, why go to 14 when you spend all your time missing 4? Blah~
I still have more rant but maybe I'll just go to my own LJ and rant there later >_<
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Date: 2011-09-21 11:39 pm (UTC)I don't love 14 but I do think he's the best husband material out of all the brothers (I like 13 the best but the man has a wandering eye).
I adore 4-RX on-screen because they are totally codependent which makes for fun fiction but awful life.
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Date: 2011-09-22 12:31 am (UTC)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ecEn3iDepQc
I'm salivating already.
Oh, and I can't fault 4 AT ALL for steaming her friend to death. Her BFF was 9's spy the entire time at the palace for 9 to report the Emperor's doings back to him. When 4 found out, he dropped hints for the BFF to come clean and stop, but she couldn't/wouldn't because she was loyal to 9.
RX actually blamed 9 for the entire thing, and when she confronted 9, he was unrepentent saying that her BFF died being loyal to her master (him) and she should be pleased to have performed her duty.
4 killed her BFF as further warning to 8, 9, and that gang - no one fucks with him anymore. Because he was so fucked over by them 10 years earlier. See, after 13 went into house arrest, 4 was still screwed. He couldn't ask the Emperor for RX's hand anymore because he was basically persona non grata (everyone still suspected him, that 13 took the fall for him). He ended up being a gentleman farmer for years, and watching RX suffer as a washerwoman because she wouldn't marry 14 and remained waiting for 4 to find a way for them to be together.
In the video I posted above, 4 says to RX that he thought he dreamed that he was holding her in his arms. She assures him that it's real, she's here with him. 4 then sighs and says yes, it's real, his 13th brother is also back with him, and finally he's with RX. 4 kinda has PTSD a little, unable to relax anymore, always worried about being backstabbed. Look at what 8 did to turn 4 into this totally ruthless man who can barely even relax even after he ascends the throne. Oh my poor 4~
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Date: 2011-09-22 12:42 am (UTC)Yeah, Eight really did sign his own death warrant with what he did - which is why you shouldn't do evil things unless you are sure of the outcome.
I am very impressed RX didn't just give up and marry 14. She must really have loved 4 a lot.
Re: BFF. OK, but steaming? What, he couldn't behead her or anything?
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Date: 2011-11-26 03:44 pm (UTC)"Four does not make gestures, he just is."
THIS SO MUCH. YES!
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Date: 2011-11-29 12:28 am (UTC)