Badfic on ff.net. Making visitors claw out own eyes since 1789

I have been relaxing looking for Shido/Madoka and Ban/Himiko fic *sigh* (from GetBackers) when I found this gem in a different section of ff.net:

Most awesome badfic summary ever (from Wallflower):

Kyohei's in love with Sunako,he tells her and people dont except it.Sunako ran away and years later she came back but somethings wrong. Sunako's dieing but from what? and why? will be rated M when i get futher in chapters

Perfect.

Badfic on ff.net. Making visitors claw out own eyes since 1789

I have been relaxing looking for Shido/Madoka and Ban/Himiko fic *sigh* (from GetBackers) when I found this gem in a different section of ff.net:

Most awesome badfic summary ever (from Wallflower):

Kyohei's in love with Sunako,he tells her and people dont except it.Sunako ran away and years later she came back but somethings wrong. Sunako's dieing but from what? and why? will be rated M when i get futher in chapters

Perfect.

Badfic on ff.net. Making visitors claw out own eyes since 1789

I have been relaxing looking for Shido/Madoka and Ban/Himiko fic *sigh* (from GetBackers) when I found this gem in a different section of ff.net:

Most awesome badfic summary ever (from Wallflower):

Kyohei's in love with Sunako,he tells her and people dont except it.Sunako ran away and years later she came back but somethings wrong. Sunako's dieing but from what? and why? will be rated M when i get futher in chapters

Perfect.

Fruits Basket, GetBackers and other manga and anime...

I’ve started reading Fruits Basket again and I am at the point where I am literally crying and not from sadness but from rage of being unable to go into the manga and choke Akito. ( Cut for Haru and Rin spoilers )

Seriously. While I hate Akito the most for what he did to Kyo and Yuki (especially Kyo), hating him for what he did to Rin and Haru comes a close second. And Hatori third and Kureno fourth, and Kisa fifth. Oh whatever. I just hate Akito. Shigure is INSANE for having a thing for Akito. Seriously cuckoo nuts. I am very unhappy Akito got to live at the end without being murdered in a gruesome fashion.

I’ve also been looking for some Haru/Rin fanfic (and I found some decent ones! This is my favorite one. This one is also good. This one is an awesome collection of drabbles, some of which are AU because it was written before FB ended, but still super awesome). While Kyo/Tohru is THE otp for me in FB, Rin/Haru comes close. The only thing I like more than bubbly girl and messed up boy, is the strong, stubborn messed up girl, trying desperately to protect the awesome, good guy she is in love with and breaking his heart in the process. *stabs Akito in the face*

I also did find a Rin/Kagura femmeslash fic. Bwaaaah? I don't mind people writing UC pairing fics, even if the fic is against one of my fave OTPs but how do you get those characters to that point? Fine, Rin I can see doing anything if she thought she had to (hell, she offered to sleep with Shigure in exchange for breaking the curse info, so she could free Haru) but Kagura? Bwaaaaah?

I am nostalgic about GetBackers lately. (Is the manga completed btw?) It’s one of those awesome animes that is really a perfect combo of everything: fighting and ships, angst and humor. Complicated plots and silly side stories. And awesome awesome characters. Seriously, this is one of those animes which just crawls with characters I love. Snarky, cynical, yet deeply decent Ban is totally my favorite (main reason I want to get the manga is because it has a lot more of his backstory) and Shido and Kazuki are tied for second, Shido with his completely reserved demeanor and the genuinely awesome and sweet Kazuki. But I adore most of the main and seconday characters more or less (Ginji is the exception. I like him OK, but I never found him interesting per se. He is too sunny and Polyannaish for me. Ginji-Ban interaction is totally awesome though and while I don’t, myself, I can totally see why people slash them). And it has some awesome women: Himiko is tough as nails and sorta borderline anti-heroine antagonist (and was antagonist when the story started) and the gentle, unworldly Madoka who totally has uber-tough Shido wrapped around her finger. And Hevn who is pretty tough and clever herself and cheerful Natsumi.

And the ships are awesome too. Ban and Himiko pushes ALL my buttons. As in they grew up together for a bit, and now she hates him and wants to kill him for the death of her brother but he is all about protecting her, and he covers her with his shirt when her own is torn, and the thought of her in danger is enough to stop him in the middle of any fight and she is just so confused because she knows he killed her brother but every time she sees him, he is this awesome guy and…seriously. AWESOME. Actually, she might be the best fighter of the bunch, because even though her poisons might not be as effective as the powers of some of the others (though they are fearsome enough) her greatest power? Ban, arguably the best fighter of the bunch, will totally come and rip apart anyone who tries to harm her :D

And Shido/Madoka? *dies* He is taciturn and doesn’t know how to deal with people and is all alone and she is pure and good and innocent and he is wrapped around her little finger and she sees him as good and he’d die for her and…eeeee!

And Kazu/Juubei, one of my rare slash ships, but Kazu is so sweet and loyal and generous and Juubei is misguidedly loyal and thickheaded and they literally override reality to save each other. *sigh*

I really should do a list of my fave anime ships.

P.S. Oooh, this is a cute Shido/Madoka story with all the main GB cast thrown in.

I’ve also been looking for good Aoshi/Misao fic (from Rurouni Kenshin). Aoshi is my fave character in RK aside from Kenshin himself. Of course, according to Mr. Mousie, I remind him of Misao in the cheerful hyperactivity, so does that mean I want to read self-insertion fic? Hmmm…is Mr. Mousie like Aoshi? Wll, he’s reserved, and believes in doing one's duty and about 11 feet taller than me, but hopefully he isn’t rampaging around the city with short swords…Heh.

Fruits Basket, GetBackers and other manga and anime...

I’ve started reading Fruits Basket again and I am at the point where I am literally crying and not from sadness but from rage of being unable to go into the manga and choke Akito. ( Cut for Haru and Rin spoilers )

Seriously. While I hate Akito the most for what he did to Kyo and Yuki (especially Kyo), hating him for what he did to Rin and Haru comes a close second. And Hatori third and Kureno fourth, and Kisa fifth. Oh whatever. I just hate Akito. Shigure is INSANE for having a thing for Akito. Seriously cuckoo nuts. I am very unhappy Akito got to live at the end without being murdered in a gruesome fashion.

I’ve also been looking for some Haru/Rin fanfic (and I found some decent ones! This is my favorite one. This one is also good. This one is an awesome collection of drabbles, some of which are AU because it was written before FB ended, but still super awesome). While Kyo/Tohru is THE otp for me in FB, Rin/Haru comes close. The only thing I like more than bubbly girl and messed up boy, is the strong, stubborn messed up girl, trying desperately to protect the awesome, good guy she is in love with and breaking his heart in the process. *stabs Akito in the face*

I also did find a Rin/Kagura femmeslash fic. Bwaaaah? I don't mind people writing UC pairing fics, even if the fic is against one of my fave OTPs but how do you get those characters to that point? Fine, Rin I can see doing anything if she thought she had to (hell, she offered to sleep with Shigure in exchange for breaking the curse info, so she could free Haru) but Kagura? Bwaaaaah?

I am nostalgic about GetBackers lately. (Is the manga completed btw?) It’s one of those awesome animes that is really a perfect combo of everything: fighting and ships, angst and humor. Complicated plots and silly side stories. And awesome awesome characters. Seriously, this is one of those animes which just crawls with characters I love. Snarky, cynical, yet deeply decent Ban is totally my favorite (main reason I want to get the manga is because it has a lot more of his backstory) and Shido and Kazuki are tied for second, Shido with his completely reserved demeanor and the genuinely awesome and sweet Kazuki. But I adore most of the main and seconday characters more or less (Ginji is the exception. I like him OK, but I never found him interesting per se. He is too sunny and Polyannaish for me. Ginji-Ban interaction is totally awesome though and while I don’t, myself, I can totally see why people slash them). And it has some awesome women: Himiko is tough as nails and sorta borderline anti-heroine antagonist (and was antagonist when the story started) and the gentle, unworldly Madoka who totally has uber-tough Shido wrapped around her finger. And Hevn who is pretty tough and clever herself and cheerful Natsumi.

And the ships are awesome too. Ban and Himiko pushes ALL my buttons. As in they grew up together for a bit, and now she hates him and wants to kill him for the death of her brother but he is all about protecting her, and he covers her with his shirt when her own is torn, and the thought of her in danger is enough to stop him in the middle of any fight and she is just so confused because she knows he killed her brother but every time she sees him, he is this awesome guy and…seriously. AWESOME. Actually, she might be the best fighter of the bunch, because even though her poisons might not be as effective as the powers of some of the others (though they are fearsome enough) her greatest power? Ban, arguably the best fighter of the bunch, will totally come and rip apart anyone who tries to harm her :D

And Shido/Madoka? *dies* He is taciturn and doesn’t know how to deal with people and is all alone and she is pure and good and innocent and he is wrapped around her little finger and she sees him as good and he’d die for her and…eeeee!

And Kazu/Juubei, one of my rare slash ships, but Kazu is so sweet and loyal and generous and Juubei is misguidedly loyal and thickheaded and they literally override reality to save each other. *sigh*

I really should do a list of my fave anime ships.

P.S. Oooh, this is a cute Shido/Madoka story with all the main GB cast thrown in.

I’ve also been looking for good Aoshi/Misao fic (from Rurouni Kenshin). Aoshi is my fave character in RK aside from Kenshin himself. Of course, according to Mr. Mousie, I remind him of Misao in the cheerful hyperactivity, so does that mean I want to read self-insertion fic? Hmmm…is Mr. Mousie like Aoshi? Wll, he’s reserved, and believes in doing one's duty and about 11 feet taller than me, but hopefully he isn’t rampaging around the city with short swords…Heh.

Fruits Basket, GetBackers and other manga and anime...

I’ve started reading Fruits Basket again and I am at the point where I am literally crying and not from sadness but from rage of being unable to go into the manga and choke Akito. ( Cut for Haru and Rin spoilers )

Seriously. While I hate Akito the most for what he did to Kyo and Yuki (especially Kyo), hating him for what he did to Rin and Haru comes a close second. And Hatori third and Kureno fourth, and Kisa fifth. Oh whatever. I just hate Akito. Shigure is INSANE for having a thing for Akito. Seriously cuckoo nuts. I am very unhappy Akito got to live at the end without being murdered in a gruesome fashion.

I’ve also been looking for some Haru/Rin fanfic (and I found some decent ones! This is my favorite one. This one is also good. This one is an awesome collection of drabbles, some of which are AU because it was written before FB ended, but still super awesome). While Kyo/Tohru is THE otp for me in FB, Rin/Haru comes close. The only thing I like more than bubbly girl and messed up boy, is the strong, stubborn messed up girl, trying desperately to protect the awesome, good guy she is in love with and breaking his heart in the process. *stabs Akito in the face*

I also did find a Rin/Kagura femmeslash fic. Bwaaaah? I don't mind people writing UC pairing fics, even if the fic is against one of my fave OTPs but how do you get those characters to that point? Fine, Rin I can see doing anything if she thought she had to (hell, she offered to sleep with Shigure in exchange for breaking the curse info, so she could free Haru) but Kagura? Bwaaaaah?

I am nostalgic about GetBackers lately. (Is the manga completed btw?) It’s one of those awesome animes that is really a perfect combo of everything: fighting and ships, angst and humor. Complicated plots and silly side stories. And awesome awesome characters. Seriously, this is one of those animes which just crawls with characters I love. Snarky, cynical, yet deeply decent Ban is totally my favorite (main reason I want to get the manga is because it has a lot more of his backstory) and Shido and Kazuki are tied for second, Shido with his completely reserved demeanor and the genuinely awesome and sweet Kazuki. But I adore most of the main and seconday characters more or less (Ginji is the exception. I like him OK, but I never found him interesting per se. He is too sunny and Polyannaish for me. Ginji-Ban interaction is totally awesome though and while I don’t, myself, I can totally see why people slash them). And it has some awesome women: Himiko is tough as nails and sorta borderline anti-heroine antagonist (and was antagonist when the story started) and the gentle, unworldly Madoka who totally has uber-tough Shido wrapped around her finger. And Hevn who is pretty tough and clever herself and cheerful Natsumi.

And the ships are awesome too. Ban and Himiko pushes ALL my buttons. As in they grew up together for a bit, and now she hates him and wants to kill him for the death of her brother but he is all about protecting her, and he covers her with his shirt when her own is torn, and the thought of her in danger is enough to stop him in the middle of any fight and she is just so confused because she knows he killed her brother but every time she sees him, he is this awesome guy and…seriously. AWESOME. Actually, she might be the best fighter of the bunch, because even though her poisons might not be as effective as the powers of some of the others (though they are fearsome enough) her greatest power? Ban, arguably the best fighter of the bunch, will totally come and rip apart anyone who tries to harm her :D

And Shido/Madoka? *dies* He is taciturn and doesn’t know how to deal with people and is all alone and she is pure and good and innocent and he is wrapped around her little finger and she sees him as good and he’d die for her and…eeeee!

And Kazu/Juubei, one of my rare slash ships, but Kazu is so sweet and loyal and generous and Juubei is misguidedly loyal and thickheaded and they literally override reality to save each other. *sigh*

I really should do a list of my fave anime ships.

P.S. Oooh, this is a cute Shido/Madoka story with all the main GB cast thrown in.

I’ve also been looking for good Aoshi/Misao fic (from Rurouni Kenshin). Aoshi is my fave character in RK aside from Kenshin himself. Of course, according to Mr. Mousie, I remind him of Misao in the cheerful hyperactivity, so does that mean I want to read self-insertion fic? Hmmm…is Mr. Mousie like Aoshi? Wll, he’s reserved, and believes in doing one's duty and about 11 feet taller than me, but hopefully he isn’t rampaging around the city with short swords…Heh.

Rape as Romance. I am feeling sick: Haou Airen

I have finally found a manga that just makes me sick:

Haou Airen.

UGH.

After reading Sensual Phrase I was curious what else the mangaka of that one had done. Browsing around, I came across Haou Airen. I have read some of it and now I want to throw up.

OK, this is totally my fault. I read that Sensual Phrase is by far the tamest and most mainstream thing the mangaka had done. I had read that Haou Airen has some really wrong stuf in it (as in forced sex). "Ehhh" thought I. I enjoyed SP. And as to sex through reluctance, I guess it depends on the situation in manga and the gradation of that or roleplaying or whatever. I could maybe deal with it.

I AM SICK NOW.

OK.

Seriously. UMMM. The premise of 'hero repeatedly likes heroine until she likes it?'

I AM SICK.

OK, fine, I have no problem with buying that the hero would do it. He is a gang leader in Hong Kong, and I don't think they are nice people. But for me to accept him as a romantic lead??????? For me to be supposed to root for the couple??????? I am sorry the whole 'OMG, she now hates me because I killed someone in front of her eyes, so I'll keep her by me by repeatedly raping her and training her to like it, as opposed to you know, talking to her, and explainin that I saved her life by that murder' is really NOT WORKING. Except for wanting me to stab you in the face, rapist. For that, it's working perfectly.

JESUS.

THE HELL????

The mangaka is a woman, too. I know men and women have rape fantasies and as long as they don't act out on them, I don't care. But looking at it makes me SICK.

I want that hero DEAD so badly.

The drawing style is gorgeous but it's just so incredibly emotionally ugly it makes me want to poke my eyes out.

Rape as Romance. I am feeling sick: Haou Airen

I have finally found a manga that just makes me sick:

Haou Airen.

UGH.

After reading Sensual Phrase I was curious what else the mangaka of that one had done. Browsing around, I came across Haou Airen. I have read some of it and now I want to throw up.

OK, this is totally my fault. I read that Sensual Phrase is by far the tamest and most mainstream thing the mangaka had done. I had read that Haou Airen has some really wrong stuf in it (as in forced sex). "Ehhh" thought I. I enjoyed SP. And as to sex through reluctance, I guess it depends on the situation in manga and the gradation of that or roleplaying or whatever. I could maybe deal with it.

I AM SICK NOW.

OK.

Seriously. UMMM. The premise of 'hero repeatedly likes heroine until she likes it?'

I AM SICK.

OK, fine, I have no problem with buying that the hero would do it. He is a gang leader in Hong Kong, and I don't think they are nice people. But for me to accept him as a romantic lead??????? For me to be supposed to root for the couple??????? I am sorry the whole 'OMG, she now hates me because I killed someone in front of her eyes, so I'll keep her by me by repeatedly raping her and training her to like it, as opposed to you know, talking to her, and explainin that I saved her life by that murder' is really NOT WORKING. Except for wanting me to stab you in the face, rapist. For that, it's working perfectly.

JESUS.

THE HELL????

The mangaka is a woman, too. I know men and women have rape fantasies and as long as they don't act out on them, I don't care. But looking at it makes me SICK.

I want that hero DEAD so badly.

The drawing style is gorgeous but it's just so incredibly emotionally ugly it makes me want to poke my eyes out.

Rape as Romance. I am feeling sick: Haou Airen

I have finally found a manga that just makes me sick:

Haou Airen.

UGH.

After reading Sensual Phrase I was curious what else the mangaka of that one had done. Browsing around, I came across Haou Airen. I have read some of it and now I want to throw up.

OK, this is totally my fault. I read that Sensual Phrase is by far the tamest and most mainstream thing the mangaka had done. I had read that Haou Airen has some really wrong stuf in it (as in forced sex). "Ehhh" thought I. I enjoyed SP. And as to sex through reluctance, I guess it depends on the situation in manga and the gradation of that or roleplaying or whatever. I could maybe deal with it.

I AM SICK NOW.

OK.

Seriously. UMMM. The premise of 'hero repeatedly likes heroine until she likes it?'

I AM SICK.

OK, fine, I have no problem with buying that the hero would do it. He is a gang leader in Hong Kong, and I don't think they are nice people. But for me to accept him as a romantic lead??????? For me to be supposed to root for the couple??????? I am sorry the whole 'OMG, she now hates me because I killed someone in front of her eyes, so I'll keep her by me by repeatedly raping her and training her to like it, as opposed to you know, talking to her, and explainin that I saved her life by that murder' is really NOT WORKING. Except for wanting me to stab you in the face, rapist. For that, it's working perfectly.

JESUS.

THE HELL????

The mangaka is a woman, too. I know men and women have rape fantasies and as long as they don't act out on them, I don't care. But looking at it makes me SICK.

I want that hero DEAD so badly.

The drawing style is gorgeous but it's just so incredibly emotionally ugly it makes me want to poke my eyes out.

Haou Airen: at least one good thing about it

I went trolling to see people's take on Haou Airen, and while greatly disturbed at the 'this is such an awesome story' and 'omg he got a tattoo branded on his back so romantic' comments (people, he is a RAPIST, ok?), I am dancing with glee as apparently HE DIES AT THE END!!!!

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssss!

I don't care if he is her true love or what, just the mere fact that he dies so she can hopefully find a really good shrink and get deprogrammed and be normal is AWESOME.

I hope he dies very very VERY painfully. I might dl just the last volume to enjoy for myself.

ETA: Oh, now I won't have to dl. He gets shot by the guy with whom the heroine stayed with when she ran away (who was actually sweet and awesome. Did I mention that our Prince Charming made the poor guy watch him rape the heroine? No? Well, consider it mentioned). It's a pity he only got shot and not eviscerated.

Awww, widdle little rapist was on his way to church to marry his victim. Am I supposed to be sad about it. AS IF.

YESSSS.

But you know what's really disturbing? All the fanbrats going 'awwww, this is so sad' and 'I want a happy ending' (it IS a happy ending, nitwits) and 'he is too hot to die.' *bashes head*

P.S. Why do the other characters are all 'if she only knew the truth about why he killed what-s-her-name, they could get back to puppies and flowers.' I think the fact that he repeatedly raped her is a bigger obstacle in any relationship!!!

BUT HE DIES HE DIES HE DIES!!!!

yesssssss.

Probably not the reaction the sick-in-the-head mangaka was going for.

Haou Airen: at least one good thing about it

I went trolling to see people's take on Haou Airen, and while greatly disturbed at the 'this is such an awesome story' and 'omg he got a tattoo branded on his back so romantic' comments (people, he is a RAPIST, ok?), I am dancing with glee as apparently HE DIES AT THE END!!!!

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssss!

I don't care if he is her true love or what, just the mere fact that he dies so she can hopefully find a really good shrink and get deprogrammed and be normal is AWESOME.

I hope he dies very very VERY painfully. I might dl just the last volume to enjoy for myself.

ETA: Oh, now I won't have to dl. He gets shot by the guy with whom the heroine stayed with when she ran away (who was actually sweet and awesome. Did I mention that our Prince Charming made the poor guy watch him rape the heroine? No? Well, consider it mentioned). It's a pity he only got shot and not eviscerated.

Awww, widdle little rapist was on his way to church to marry his victim. Am I supposed to be sad about it. AS IF.

YESSSS.

But you know what's really disturbing? All the fanbrats going 'awwww, this is so sad' and 'I want a happy ending' (it IS a happy ending, nitwits) and 'he is too hot to die.' *bashes head*

P.S. Why do the other characters are all 'if she only knew the truth about why he killed what-s-her-name, they could get back to puppies and flowers.' I think the fact that he repeatedly raped her is a bigger obstacle in any relationship!!!

BUT HE DIES HE DIES HE DIES!!!!

yesssssss.

Probably not the reaction the sick-in-the-head mangaka was going for.

Haou Airen: at least one good thing about it

I went trolling to see people's take on Haou Airen, and while greatly disturbed at the 'this is such an awesome story' and 'omg he got a tattoo branded on his back so romantic' comments (people, he is a RAPIST, ok?), I am dancing with glee as apparently HE DIES AT THE END!!!!

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssss!

I don't care if he is her true love or what, just the mere fact that he dies so she can hopefully find a really good shrink and get deprogrammed and be normal is AWESOME.

I hope he dies very very VERY painfully. I might dl just the last volume to enjoy for myself.

ETA: Oh, now I won't have to dl. He gets shot by the guy with whom the heroine stayed with when she ran away (who was actually sweet and awesome. Did I mention that our Prince Charming made the poor guy watch him rape the heroine? No? Well, consider it mentioned). It's a pity he only got shot and not eviscerated.

Awww, widdle little rapist was on his way to church to marry his victim. Am I supposed to be sad about it. AS IF.

YESSSS.

But you know what's really disturbing? All the fanbrats going 'awwww, this is so sad' and 'I want a happy ending' (it IS a happy ending, nitwits) and 'he is too hot to die.' *bashes head*

P.S. Why do the other characters are all 'if she only knew the truth about why he killed what-s-her-name, they could get back to puppies and flowers.' I think the fact that he repeatedly raped her is a bigger obstacle in any relationship!!!

BUT HE DIES HE DIES HE DIES!!!!

yesssssss.

Probably not the reaction the sick-in-the-head mangaka was going for.