Oh, wow, you were another RoS fan? I still remember having bona fide hysterics when Michael Praed's Robin died. Decades later I rewatched it and Mr. Mousie had to console me because my hysterics were as strong as ever.

Yeah, I prefer knowing the ending beforehand but I have too little patience too wait.

I have some hope for the ending - the poison seems to have gone and that was always the worst threat...