Skipping the spoilers because I'm still at ep 18. 19? 18? Ah, those Youtube naming is making me dizzy.

I'm starting to like Ruoxi with Four (since the time he tended to her at her sickbed) and my pain over Eight and Ruoxi is gradually subsiding. But the budding romance is not powerful enough to overcome the melancholic undertones that the political strife is about to unfold.

Such a sad, sad story!! What to do?????